Weekends...So much to tell, so little time.

Saturday morning......Supposed to have a basketball match with my college mates..Turns out the heavy rain beat us to it..==.....Got to eat vegetarian for 2 times in the row( Dont ask me why but I kinda like it cause its cheap and nice..) and watch a Disney movie after that, The Minutemen...Great story which includes time travelling factors...How i wish i could go back in time and make things right.. :/

Studying some subjects after that since exams are coming already...And yeah..After that would be the holidays and my secondary school's Award Ceremony. I am not invited since there is no invitation to receive it( thou I could come if I want), and yeah..I wouldnt want to waste my time going there, since there is nothing I could do over there and yeah..I wouldnt wanna speak about it..Since I promise a great friend whom she entrusted me the courage and bravery to live and forget the past, and move on towards the future....So yeah...I rather find something to entertain myself..Say...Continue with Dead Space 2? ^^

Oh yeah...Got my English Assignment results back, 46/50 for coursework...Highest is 48/50...Damn it...I wish my essay wasnt that crappish that time...Haiz..Gotta work extra hard for other subjects...And yeah...Really need to keep it up in order to get myself up to par for that "particular" person....Good luck and godspeed to me...><

If there is a Black Swan, Am I the Dark Knight?

Just finish watching The Black Swan, acted by Natalie Portman. About a story of a ballet dancer who got into an identity crisis when trying to play 2 roles in her story. Great acting I must say...But the storyline and ending? Its like a cheap Dance Concert with no good finishing.

Anyway, the main thing About the show is...It portrays the Main Character's interesting roles between herself..the good side and the bad side..Sounds like a Dr Jekylle and Mr Hyde ripoff? Well...Not reali..Its more realistic and deep if u ask me... And yeah..It could be something about myself too...

I am always interested in this LIght and Dark nature in humans. I always believe that there is a dark side of me which vows to destroy and take over everything who stops in my way..Darkness, a source of energy which turns my greatest fear into my dreadful power..Bring a twisted tale into my characteristics, I could be very cunning, jealous and vicious at the same time..Emo is just a point blank in my head and yeah..I could have the eagerness to make that person suffer so badly..Even if it is a love one..

Darkness, a deadly yet elegant word..More like a Black Beauty under a Starry Night..Has its mask too..Sometimes, I would be the typical, nerdy or standalone type..I wonder if I am the All-rounder person in me just by using darkness..A gift? Or a Curse? Like a shadow under a mask, it creeps through my cold blooded veins, taking over my body and breath at one time..However...Its still a mystery which is yet to be solved or done...The question is...Am I able to keep this internal feeling for long after 3 long years?

Time would tell...

Short Day......

Yesterday was kinda awesome...Got to score my 1st basketball point after 3 games..Feeling was surreal and its a chance for me to perform better next time...

Today was epic.....

Got math quiz today, which i never revise due to the tireness of yesterday's game...
Forced to drive to college, crazy traffic jam but i survived..
Run as fast as Lightning as class is about to start in 1 min?
Got my quiz paper, shock and awe style... I just did what i could...Blanked 1 question which cost 4 marks? 0.0
Class ends, forced to drive back again.....==

Exam week takes place next week...I gotta do some revision..Finish some but still a handfull....Sayonara and Gambateh for me haha...

Tired....But not down.....

Fuu~~~ Imagine every Thursday...Class ends at 12.15pm, and you will have to wait till 5:30pm for basketball training then you go back with a cramped body and pale face..I yearn for somebody to accompany me at the Library Discussion Room(My usual hangout..), guy or lady, I dont reali mind...Cuz I am not moving...Haha...

"Endless shadows in the night, creating endless worries and tensions towards my soul...So I am praying for your presence, to guide me that wonders can be true through these dark time...Is she out there?"

Those Memories

Well... Bloggin for me started in 2008, when I opened a blog to express my puppy sick love feelings towards my classmate( Its a girl btw..)and blogging was the most popular trend during those years. Politics, music, social life, emo notes are some of the types of blogs people wrote....Well in my case, I talk mostly about games, games and more games(I love games especially on9 games) and yeah...Anime and Kamen Riders? As addictive as ever...

Too bad...My classmate rejected my feelings towards me and said that we should remain friends. Kinda hurt as first, especially with lots of notes and thinking on ways to express it to her.(It was my 1st btw..), everything was all fine and we are still best of friends till now...So yeah...I am single and never really got to feel to have a mate in my life. Though love novels and romantic movies gave me an opening towards this word called "love", I dont really get to work it out since the courage in me and fallen tremendously, leaving me to pick up the pieces of my broken heart.

Its 3 years since, I feel its time to get back on my feet. Like a saying in life,"I love, I have fallen, I have rise, and i am ready to love again..When the time comes..". Therefore I hope i could be a better person than before and enable to get everything right from this time...Hmm....How eccentric eh?

Hey Yeah....New Beginnning in mY Story...

Yeah...I could recall since the last 2 years I did not update my blog....Something triggers me to update my blog...Maybe I could share with you my stories or express my views on something? Well...Stick with me to find out more yeah....GOing 18 is Fun I think?